This is the oldest piece of music known to humankind. It’s engraved in cuneiform on a tablet from 1400 BC. And it was a hymn to their goddess Nikkal.
I wasn’t actually expecting something serious.
musica within the soul
So far the fear to unravel and expose some personal vendettas has withheld me from My own life. A nagging reminder that I’m pretending and making castles in the sky tht easily can be demolished by a simple exhale… Well reality the cards you have given me are a tough bunch… But it’s about how I play them that truly decides where my fait will lead me.
In the last four months, I attempted to escape from a relationship that similar felt like a rotten flesh wound. I held a bitter heart and allowed it to turn me as Bleak as it was.. Confusing my ideas as feelings.. Bain washed by this false romance that tore me open inside….Taunting the very fiber that held this master piece together…
I no longer want to hold on to this disgusting event. Words do not explain the filth I feel when my mind wonders off into the past…
Now I’m convince that the last three years was a joke. That I myself was authentic and that I hold no regrets towards myself. That I believed in something even when it wasn’t true and loved it till I could no longer love .
I’m not broken.. Just fucking mad.